Feeling so happy, but not too sure
Reality hits me, and there is no cure
I look at the window to try to find tomorrow
Instead I see you staring back with so much sorrow
Telling me one thing while hearing another
I have no clue what I am about to discover
Feeling unhappy, but not too sure
Seeing your lies don't make me insecure
I fill up with pride as I sale this high tide
Looking forward, leaving this feeling behind
Memories so precious, once felt so new
With all your wonderful words feeling so true
Opening my eyes to see the present lies
A loud whisper beneath my eyes
Surrounded by a mirrored wall
Watching ironies fall
Feeling so happy, but not too sure
Reality hits me, and there is no cure
-MN